on my way to 95lbs.

but i can’t. i musn’t. my tummy has this weird feeling - maybe it’s hunger. but normally i won’t feel hungry on day 1 of fasting. it just feels queasy, and i feel like eating. but i know i wont stop eating once i have the first bite. so, no. no food. none. don’t give in. i’ve given in for 2.5 weeks and look where that’s got me. fat fat fat. so much fat. it’s disgusting. everyone would be able to see how fat you are if you start binging again now. don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat. stop thinking about food goddammit!!!!!