There you go, another huuuge ass binge. 4500kcals. I’m sick to my stomach. I look 6 months pregnant. My mouth tastes nasty. I’m out of laxatives. I can never make myself purge. This is just disgusting.
Fasting till sunday from this second onwards. Why did I agree to pizza night with my roommates? Had 5 slices of pizza ughhhh. I officially can’t even enjoy food anymore, cuz I’ve had too much of it. Tomorrow starts my official end to the horrid 2.5 week binge. Seriously, mfp says I will be 152lbs (30lb gain) in 5 weeks of I continue binging like that. Thats all the weight I’ve lost. Seriously get a fucking grip. I’ve “only” gained 5 lbs.these 2 weeks it can still be remedied if I stop binging right now. I must stop before it goes out of hand. my 5 day fast will hopefully help me lose those 5 lbs I’ve gained. I know it will. I need to stick to it this time. may will be a great month. It must be.